I was once afraid of a lot of things but one thing that scared me the most was letting people down. Especially the ones that have my back the most. For the past few days I been giving up on myself. Attaching myself to pain instead of happiness. When I feel pain I want to scream forget it! That’s my stubborn self thinking I don’t need anybody. I know I need the people that love me. I’m only 14 so I can’t make it on my own. I guess I could use all the help I can get. I’m so young and still growing but I don’t wanna go back to the way I was before. Overthinking and afraid to let someone down. A true friend won’t hold that against me. Those negative thoughts are a lie and if someone truly loves me then they’ll be fine if I let them down.